I like looking forward and looking back. I’m learning to live in the moment, in the small joys that encompass living. I find my spirit in the movement of the city and the stillness of the skyline. In things that are cold, close, distant and beautiful to look at all at once. I like crushes, not love, even though haven’t yet learned the difference. I tend to think the only constant in this world is coffee, and that makes it more important than my gpa, even though sometimes these two are inextricably linked. I derive joy from friendship, the adhesive that keeps my heart together. friendships the last beyond circumstance should be treasured. I’m never surprised, but in the off chance that I am, it is wonderful, and if it is by someone other than myself, spectacular. Everything in my life that I have ever decided I knew for sure, I have been proven wrong about. Which makes me think God might be making me into the person I’m meant to be, whether I like it, know it, expect it or not. I like honesty, talking and heart to hearts. New Friends. Months other than January, although January could be beautiful, given the right circumstance. When I go out all day, I miss my Mom.